trapt-wolf

Hey.

well things aren't going all too well lately... it's a real dirty split, and it's hard because i can't choose; they're both so horrible and i'll probably end up being disowned anyway. *sigh* my parents are taking me to our villa in Luxembourg so they can sort out some stuff and so that i can't see Kevin anymore maybe for even a month or two so don't expect me to be on soon... the longest i've ever been away from Kevin was a week and it was hell and now i have to go through an entire month without him and during this..... Kev made me promise to not consider suicide again but i dont think i could handle it no phone, no computer, no Kevin, no fr

Ah I think I've fallen head over heels in love with Kevin, and I find myself thinking does he feel the same as I do?  But then he smiles and I can feel the warmth and all my ambiguities perish.  When we touch it's like the world glaciates and it's only him and me. And when we kiss it's unexplainable.  I sleep to awaken to another day with him. And I breathe just so I can breathe in his oh so sweet scent. I live for him and I would die for him in seconds. Hah excuse these silly little words even they cannot accurately describe the feelings that fill me up. Never leave me without love baby. Here's a silly little ditty I made for ya :blush: And